Hello silent world. Jaye again, and it has indeed been a long time. After reading the previous blogs, I was just a tad fixed on waiting until June to start blogging an update, but well there's far too much to pass up now. For starters, the last girl I mentioned.... What can I say about her. Oh right, "NO WIRED HANGERS!", basically. She bombed my career, as far as rapping, and almost devastated my relationship with my beloved brother-cousin, who shall remain nameless, and call me crazy but, I think she rubbed off on me. Suddenly, I find looking people in the eye nerve-wrecking. Who'd have thunk it? Also, I'm petrified of performing, and now my social has taken a catastrophic plunge. Yeah Cami... you got me. Safe to say, it's over and she's with the herpes infested man of her dreams. Crazy thing is I feel bad for him. In other news, I've had a job working on cars for about two years, got my own apartment, got a solo music career going, and once again all of it has been lost. I promise, this is gonna be the last restart, okay. However, I did stumble across a poetry society that is full of very familiarly spirited people, if that is indeed a word. Met alot of cougars, and have learned alot of truth to life. Despite all of the drastic change, you know what's funny? I've got the same circle I had last time I talked to you guys. And ironically, the "in between add-ons" have had the share of deletion processes. I'm out of the military, and I've been walking in purpose since. No, I didn't find the Lord, or join some cult... I'm a monk now. Yeah... right. Things are just starting to come together since my last big relationship. It's dumbfounding to think that so much time spent with a person trying to mold me, made me notice in small glimpses as to who I should be, or am for that matter. Recently, I've been playing keep up with out of town family. I finally decided what to do with myself. Come that (last two posts) time this year, I will be a proud Texan journalist, by the re-decided government name Theon Lee Jones. Yup, figured if I could keep whoever reads this crap's attention, I could probably spot a few interesting articles of my own. Well, as always, it is definitely a humbling, and slightly calming pleasure to blog with you. See you on the flip
Love Jaye,
P.S. Oh yeah, me and the clothesburn chick.... close friends again ^_^
